It's tomorrow! The day when I really have to say "Goodbye, my dear room."
I've been stayed for almost a year already. It's like an idiot when I acted such a fool in front of the camera. Without a single help from others to take the picture of me. No Need! I just want to spend my last minutes here, in my own room. The walls, the mirror, the cupboard, the desk, the black rotating chair, the desk lamp, the bed, the wastafel, the big window with cars and kapsalon outside, the blue reading chair, the shelf, and the grey cabinet....they have been the silent witnesses of my wavy mood.
The next chapter to go is moving to Heerlen, the very southern part of Holland and a stone throw area to Germany, after getting certainty from department about the whole things.
There is....indeed...time to say welcome and time to say good bye, even I have heard once that nothing's good in saying 'bye'. But that's life! Everybody has to finish his own part in his/her own book that s/he writes. So...goodbye, my dear room..just like last year when one of my buddy said the same to the room in front of mine. I can feel it now. And it's bad! :(
(8 hours before giving the key to the caretaker. and still....enjoying the last night in almost empty room of mine. :)
I've been stayed for almost a year already. It's like an idiot when I acted such a fool in front of the camera. Without a single help from others to take the picture of me. No Need! I just want to spend my last minutes here, in my own room. The walls, the mirror, the cupboard, the desk, the black rotating chair, the desk lamp, the bed, the wastafel, the big window with cars and kapsalon outside, the blue reading chair, the shelf, and the grey cabinet....they have been the silent witnesses of my wavy mood.
The next chapter to go is moving to Heerlen, the very southern part of Holland and a stone throw area to Germany, after getting certainty from department about the whole things.
There is....indeed...time to say welcome and time to say good bye, even I have heard once that nothing's good in saying 'bye'. But that's life! Everybody has to finish his own part in his/her own book that s/he writes. So...goodbye, my dear room..just like last year when one of my buddy said the same to the room in front of mine. I can feel it now. And it's bad! :(
(8 hours before giving the key to the caretaker. and still....enjoying the last night in almost empty room of mine. :)
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